Mind control

Words flying around like fireflies under my mind's sky
but i catch nothing when i need it
so i spoke brokenly and i feel bad

in order to beat the demon inside you
you have to master mind control
demon won't only swallow your soul
they messed up your mind too
be careful.

then i realized

Then i realized i don't need to be scared, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bow, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to get angry when someone yell at me, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bite back every time someone bite me, why should i?
Then i realized i cannot pleased everybody, why should i?


Then i realized i can be tough,
Then i realized i can be chill,
Then i realized i shouldn't consume my energy on someone just want to looking a bone in an egg,


So what's next?

Eating a dead cat

there were this man always forcing people to eat a dead cat.
intolerable.


it's not worth to dedicate a page for him,
for cursing ,
for bad use,
but i can't help it.


i should focusing on positive things,
hate only consuming your energy
and it doesn't generate anything.


but i can't help it.
at the end, i said to myself, "dig in"


c'est la vie.

A simple plan

We said:
we want to go;
let's go;
let's pick a date!


but plans always fall off.


we all know we will not go.

ghosts that we knew

if a man live a long life, is it because he/she is lucky?




i really don't know life at all.

This road goes both way

Everyday I talk a lot, I hear a lot and I listen a lot, most of them only get through my mind but there's always something stick on my mind. For those whose words stick on my mind, I will not only remember their words and I will also remember their face.
All the best for your future endeavors.


I always wonder how can one not shed tears when saying goodbye to someone you might not have a chance to meet again in the future. I guess I will keep wondering for the rest of my life.


No word can describe how grateful I am for all the helping hands.


Because I almost don't have a chance to feel the lights I adore, touch the things that I treasure and many many things else.


I could die,


what's new?

Glad to have a company

As I get older, I finally realized "fit-in" is not a thing in your adulthood (it may when you are young)
be it a romantic relationship or a friendship, some people just naturally get along while some just don't. I wish I knew then.



We all are here for a certain period of time, nothing will last forever. While we are here, we might as well enjoy the ride.