Mind control

Words flying around like fireflies under my mind's sky
but i catch nothing when i need it
so i spoke brokenly and i feel bad

in order to beat the demon inside you
you have to master mind control
demon won't only swallow your soul
they messed up your mind too
be careful.

then i realized

Then i realized i don't need to be scared, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bow, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to get angry when someone yell at me, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bite back every time someone bite me, why should i?
Then i realized i cannot pleased everybody, why should i?


Then i realized i can be tough,
Then i realized i can be chill,
Then i realized i shouldn't consume my energy on someone just want to looking a bone in an egg,


So what's next?

Eating a dead cat

there were this man always forcing people to eat a dead cat.
intolerable.


it's not worth to dedicate a page for him,
for cursing ,
for bad use,
but i can't help it.


i should focusing on positive things,
hate only consuming your energy
and it doesn't generate anything.


but i can't help it.
at the end, i said to myself, "dig in"


c'est la vie.

A simple plan

We said:
we want to go;
let's go;
let's pick a date!


but plans always fall off.


we all know we will not go.

ghosts that we knew

if a man live a long life, is it because he/she is lucky?




i really don't know life at all.

Worried

I need to get over my stubbornness of those rules.