then i realized

Then i realized i don't need to be scared, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bow, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to get angry when someone yell at me, why should i?
Then i realized i don't need to bite back every time someone bite me, why should i?
Then i realized i cannot pleased everybody, why should i?


Then i realized i can be tough,
Then i realized i can be chill,
Then i realized i shouldn't consume my energy on someone just want to looking a bone in an egg,


So what's next?

Eating a dead cat

there were this man always forcing people to eat a dead cat.
intolerable.


it's not worth to dedicate a page for him,
for cursing ,
for bad use,
but i can't help it.


i should focusing on positive things,
hate only consuming your energy
and it doesn't generate anything.


but i can't help it.
at the end, i said to myself, "dig in"


c'est la vie.

A simple plan

We said:
we want to go;
let's go;
let's pick a date!


but plans always fall off.


we all know we will not go.

ghosts that we knew

if a man live a long life, is it because he/she is lucky?




i really don't know life at all.